its the start of my new term today and im in my year two NOW! HA!HA! i didnt feel the dread to head for school today!! WOW! amazing! HAHA.
i got my time table already but im not sure if it is the permanent kind. but well. im somewhat satisfied with it. haha. do i have a choice anyway? even if i dont like it i have to just make do with the time slot given.
i got the elective i wanted. i was 50/50 about it at first but now im quite keen about having it and yes i got it. ill be taking banking and finance. it wouldnt be easy but i will and i am gonna work hard this term. ill keep on keeping on!! HEHE! support me alright dearest world!
alright. i was asked to read an entry typed by this person. my used to be best friend. a very good friend but no longer am now. coz im too tired of the friendship we had together.
first. she said she PERHAPS faced friendship problems more than some readers. well. i DO AGREE. why?? COZ SHE NEVER EVER DID PUT IN ANY EFFORT IN HER FRIENDSHIPS.
and why do i say that? COZ I WAS ONCE HER BEST FRIEND. and now I AM NO LONGER. please thank GOD that i have given up on this oh so PATHETIC friendship.
she also said: as for me(her), in the past, i do not know how to maintain my friendship with my friends. i dont know the importance of them. but after losing this best friend of mine, i know, i realized and i learnt from it.
and well missy moi thinks she didnt. she will never do. coz we've quarrelled about problems many times and she said she will change and hope for a chance to a patch. but she never once did change. and im VERY POSITIVE about it. anyway. i believe those who know you surely know what kinda person you are. i dont think i said anything wrong in anyway.
and she also added: and now, im trying to save this friendship i had with her. because i dont wanna lose this best friend of mine. and i dont wanna waste the effort she had put in so so much for this friendship. and most importantly, this friendship i had with her is really hard to come by. noone can understand how we build this friendship up.
and i thought: THANK GOD MY LORD. i mean SHE only did REALISED IT LIKE NOW? we've been friends for.. ermm like.. 7 suay years you see? she realised it now. should i be happy or should i vomit tons and tons of blood out? or prolly i should just praise God about it yea?
she is the kind like friends look for her, call her up, ask her out. friends be there for her. friends be nice to her. take all her sucky attitude. anyway she has this fucked up attitude problem. EVERYONE around her knows it. she can just show her attitude at anytime of the day. when you are out with her. and you are to take it. and she wouldnt apologise or anything. she can say she dislike this person but calls this person and sing all her sorrows to. she can complain to you like how she seriously DISLIKE this person. till the point like she really dislike. and if she rings you up. its a miracle. if she wants to head out with you. she wouldnt ask. she would just ask INDIRECTLY.
you can call her and she didnt answer and she'll let it ring. she wont reject and call back or anything. neither would she sms to ask like:yes you called me earlier? or etc. she would just see that miss call and forget about it. she wont even wonder why were you looking for her? maybe something important or prolly need her help or anything? she had never thought of that. how nice? a good friend? can be? haha!
she would say: hmm later where you going? etc etc. but unfortunately say i was gonna head out with my other groups of friends, i would ask her to join me. coz. for myself. i dont want her to be alone when she wants to head out. but i tell you. NEVER would she spare a thought like i did.
and miraculously one fine day. after ive decided to leave her for good. she msg to ask me out. should i thank GOD or what i wonder. haha.
normally in the past. whenever i ask her out. she would reply: go where? i would suggest places like town or etc. she would: for what? i went there yesterday already.
thats all i get and if i cant think of any where else we wont head out together. and if she doesnt want to head the place you just SUGGESTED she would just say: i dont want. HOW SHIT IS THAT YOU TELL ME? she wouldnt even suggest a place lar. am i SUAY or what?
and theres once she asked me out. i deliberately replied her the way she used to reply me. like: where? i went there few days ago alr. stuffs likdat. and FUCK. she replied to meet another day. and on the day itself. she went out with serene to my house nearby for dinner/lunch. and either one of them ringed me up. i guess it was serene who suggested to eat nearby my home. if she didnt. i dont even think im even meeting them. what im trying to say is. SHE DONT EVEN GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PUTTING MORE EFFORT TO THINKING WHERE TO GO? OR EVEN SUGGEST MORE. like i used to. she is just plain LAZY. or just giving the FUCK care attitude. anyway. its not important now. haha.
and she ended her blog entry with: anyway, if you all do read my entries, i once said before that ive this special friend of mine. but now, i announced that i dont have anymore. for this person, chose to live alone. she gave up this friendship with me noo matter how i tried to want it back the previous time. well. i hope she'll do well and treasure all her friends. remember, noone has ever abandon you. if you wanna save all the friendships you've with your friends, please do something. all the best. takecare.
for your info. i didnt choose to live alone. i plainly CHOOSE TO LEAVE YOU FOR GOOD! -jumps for joy- coz your too selfish stubborn and ignorant. anyway theres nth i could think about you that is positive. haha.
and again for your info. you didnt put much effort in wanting this friendship back. all you said was SORRY. and blogged about how you wanted it back. it just meant nothing alright. and i dont think theres anything much for you to do too.
ill definitely do great without you. and before you even KNOW anything about friendships. i already knew and TREASURED ALL MY FRIENDS.
noone abandoned me. its just me who make a wise decision to leave you for good!
and for the last. ARE YOU INDIRECTLY TELLING YOURSELF? DUH! and take care too!!
and im very happy now without you. you didnt change. your still the same. so dont tell me you would. ask yourself if you really did. if you think you did. please knock yourself on the wall coz you didnt!!!!! till now you didnt give an explanation of what happened that day. you just said the reason why i was unhappy. thats all!! and its needless to say coz i know i am unhappy. thank you.
oh yes. she also changed her blog url. no matter how many times you change people still know it. no matter how secretive you act people somehow still found out. the best is, if you really wanna not let people know. just CLOSE THE WHOLE BLOGGIE THINGY and stop blogging lor.
when you change it you go around telling some of your friends about it. but on the other hand some people know, you will ask how would they know. and be secretive about it. is there a need to? or prolly just set a password like you did in the past lar? but for what? you still publicised it in the end. so what you actually want then? contradiciting are you? LOL.
everything is just so messed up about you. and i dont see you doing anything about it. everythings still the same about you. after MANY years.
and still im very positive about giving this bestfriendship a miss.
do you think shes even worth being in a friend? dear world? im hurt by her in many many ways. ive given our friendship many chances and always hope for the better but she never once did dp something. she just continued her sucky character. terribly suck.
i think she deserved what she is now. like the way she said. yes you deserved it.
on the other side!!!
DEAR WORLD!
MY BROTHER PREPARED DINNER!!! HOW NICE!! YUMMY!!
and i accompanied kp for her job interview. i entertained myself for the past 40-50mins while standing outside the company. hell bored. and i cam whored. LOL. BEWARE!! I TOOK LOADSA PICTURESS!!
im very bored waiting. very very! interview so long de meh?!!
as you can see the colour. aint taken from missys phone. HAHA
still using her phone.
DA TOU TIE! HAHA
i took too many. and i took one shot for kp only. haha.
let me show you my braces. LOL. my fav pink and my fav green!
my big nose and my big mouth! haha!!
KP!! AND MISSY MOI!!!
END!
i cant believe i spent three hours on this boring entry topic and crazy pictures!!! at least ive UPDATED! LOL
be blessed dear world. to all friends of friends. treasure the simple pleasures you have in life and in friendships!!
